Anonymous wrote:
I am addicted to porn, masturbation and football betting. its over for me. with these 2 destructive habits its crystal clear that I am not gonna achieve anything in this life.
I work like a slave and put everything to the bookies account and use porn and masturbation to calm myself down after losing my hard earned money. the juju that my village people casted on me must be very strong. I know all the negative consequencies of my actions but i kept engaging in it.
I work a hard labour job, working from 8am to 7pm but I still have nothing. To eat its a war for me talkless of buying other things, a phone I cannot afford, good clothes I cant afford even a decent shoe to wear I cant buy, but I kept staking everyday, chasing imaginary money, while enriching the cruel bookies with my hard earned money.
I watched my mates excell in life while I smell of cum grin truly I am a useless person. there is no hope for a 30 year old me.
Peoplesmind